Society encounters new patterns of behaviour every day...angry shouting people, fake smiling ones, introverts extroverts,narcisists....because that's what they are and they enjoy themselves just like that.
Every one copes in a different way...alcohol, weed, heavy drugs, breaking plates, beating wife, cutting themselves etc etc...
I used to cut myself...not nice..complete insanity...I used to drink, pointless...it only made me really sick and the head aches were unbearable, I smoke,I really do..I am a heavy smoker..I wake up in the morning and light a cigarette trying to remember what I dreamt...I used to hit people for fun, but violence brings you...NO GOOD!
Yesterday, being tuesday, was the spilff day...gathered some mates of mine around, testing a new product...everything chill and nice...except one problem...the second they left I started scrubbing...because it was dirty...and i couldn't stand it....eveything off my desk, desinfectant, sponge, new delicate clean scent, clothes on the bed, arranging them all again
YES I AM AN OCD....i have a problem with cleaning...whenever I am stressed, anxious or stuff like that, I just clean...dust, hoover, re-arrange, throw...everything is on the list, because there is nothing better than having a nice hot shower and a cigarette in an extra clean room.
This is me, I can't change...sometimes i mistake it as for a thing of common sense, but sometimes I tend to agree that it's pure insanity...but even this insanity is all mine
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